Kabira’s one side love
I know you have also experienced at some point in your life, that life is not as it seems and you wish to stay child forever but you have grown up and will keep doing it.
I have realized that currently there are 4 kind of youth in the country
- into relationship
- looking for someone
- breakup and don’t know what to do
- breakup and realised
and my story comes when I was in 2nd category, when I was young, age of 15
Today I will share a story with you that I haven’t shared with anyone else, place yourself in my position and feel the next bit.
Few years back at a family gathering, I saw a girl, she was beautiful as eve, for me the world seems to have stopped, she walked like an Indian goddess and the moment she spoke I felt bathed in a pool of ambrosia.
Everything was special about this girl. The way she made those small and special moments where I would just stare at her while she explains something, those small silly fights, that game of red hands where I used to place my hand below hers so I could avoid her being hurt and those countless games of truth and dare, all this made my heart drift towards her.
The gathering got over, it was just another day for her as I was just another friend or a far relative but I felt like universe turned over. I decided to express my feelings to her the day before I leave
The sun was going to set and the time for the moment of truth arrived. I approached her but the time stopped at the very second I saw her; I forgot everything and got indulged in her silly talk. Midway of the talk I made up my mind but couldn’t as every time I was to say it my heartbeat became audible, I felt my every drop of blood running through my veins, I felt every graviton jumping from my field to hers and then I stooped.
I departed, she got busy with her life and me with mine but one day I got a friend request and wola, it was her! We started to chat daily and during these conversations I named her cutie pie, she loved the name. after some quality time the innocent and childish me thought that this is the chance and proposed her on messenger
As every one-sided love story, she rejected! It was not her fault and I knew it. It took a lot of awkward messages and time to overcome it and also made me realize “life is not as it seems”
After all this I got to know what true love is,
“true love is a fine line between disappointment and friction”
Iam sorry I wrote this without your permission but this is my side of the story and I have the every right of it. You were and will be the most beautiful person I have ever met
I thought I had my lesson but just after 7 months I was on a 15 day journey there,I saw a girl, she was beautiful as eve, for me the world seems to have stopped, she walked like an Indian goddess and the moment she spoke I felt bathed in a pool of ambrosia.
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